I dunno..maybe I'm wanting too much out of life.
Its not like I want to win the lottery. I guess. I just know there are some things you can not change.
Like my father. I mean, he won't speak to me. So therefore, Mum has nothing to do with me. And yeah, I'm a kiddie at heart. I miss my mum. So I keep busy with all this other stuff..most would say is crap. Why give a..
Yeah..yeah..a babe on the way, nappies to start buying. It won't be easy.
Yet, all I can think on... at the moment is..you know, if Bex and Ben can be siblings and her mum can take him in. I mean, I get it. He's off on his own.. like me. Maybe that's why I want to help him. God knows, where I'd be without support.
And..I really want Simon to have his Pip back.
So first things first...Pip was at Bag n' Save. And I kind of did something I probably shouldn't. I got her in the back room with Simon. Well..I was thinking the freezer, but that could have been complicated.
God, I don't know how I did it. Oh..didn't give her correct directions to the loo. She ended up with Simon who was looking for a better broom. I locked them in. Just for a little while.
I heard him say.
"Pip? Is that you?"
And she said.
"When did you start on, here?"
Dunno if its good or bad..but it was awful quite then for a good long while. Fingers crossed. Perhaps it was a snogfest. After all.