wee bit of wednesday with ellie

  

I made myself some Pasta-Roni tonight. I ate it all. It was a lonely dinner. It was just me. Still damp out. Cold even. I saw the kids out on in their coats, playing around. But I just want to hibernate.

I did get a chance to talk to The Beast today. Mainly about the price of gasoline. I had no idea he drove, nor had to drive so far for his job. He doesn't think its worth it. But he needs that job. He really does. I think his little sister would drive him crazy, otherwise. I don't know how many times I've had to hear him say how he wants to kill her. Which ends in our little argument about how he doesn't. He won't. He better not. So to stay sane, he needs to keep that job. Or so I've come to the conclusion.

My friend/co-worker may have a chance to get a house with her brother. Its just, she doesn't do things that fast. So I don't see it happening soon. It takes her months to think about dating a guy. Usually, that never happens, either. Also I waited all weekend to go to a movie with a friend..which never happened. She lives out of town and was home visiting. She kept saying we'd do things, but that didn't happen.

I'm really getting to know so many passive aggressive people. Argh, I can hardly take it. They have these plans that never happen. Then if I decide to go do what I want to do..well, I was just selfish. Why didn't I  wait to go..where ever with them.

Anyway, got to hang out with my brother. He talked about how great his Android phone is. He's on his third one, so I have to wonder just how great it is. It was a nice Easter dinner. 

I think I might be over him now. Really, I think so. She likes to cook for him and she's really shy. I don't think we've really had a real conversation. Our friend had deployed. He left the STRONGBOW so we all had to try some. I had no idea it was so hard to find around here. Then my brother told us how we could all make our own.

I just looked at him. "Are you serious?"

"Only in serious times.." He just says.

God, I must...

1. go to bed earlier.
2. do not try people's homemade wines.
3. don't drink whole milk (why does dad have this stuff..he knows I only drink skim).